Long time I’m not write again hoho..
Somedays ago something wrong that I think
Many things.. and
It mustn’t I think it again
Cause it just make me weary-and tears rain
About what?
About my pass *****
Are all of people have dream to use the white coat
in their future?
Are all of peple have obsesi to improve the other
tooth?
Are they must be a clever man?
Whoaa.. what a stupid question
That’s a really really dream high
I know.. there is no dream that height, but the
effort is too little
Whoaa.. said easier than done
Often I have a commitment
Just let it go as time go
And.. grow again your new goal, and new expectation..
for your future
I often to think, and compare two of that (my pass
**** and my new sp) [red:study program]
Uhh… the satan whispers never yawnful to disturb
and try to make me look poor
Oh.. God,
I’m sure You know
this eyes last year never dry
I’m sure You know this heart a little hurt to take
the fact that I aint again, never again have dream to treat the other tooth, to
busy and memorize much thing about mooth and it around, never again have dream
to have my dream c** with my white coat
One time.. and as if erased just like that
But also I’m sure, I’ve always believe
Something
that I want sometimes that not be my necessity
And also it
isnt necessarily the best
This is not trully my word, but.. I keep my Allah’s
promise
I’m sure this is the best way from Him that he
present to me
Please support me, Ya Allah.. I‘m sure you never
avoid me
Please keep my tears,
Please give me stronger, patience, sincerity to
undergo everything in sight, and all that never imagin'
They.. whatever they say, whatever their argue
This is my
way, the best way that given by The best, My Lovely Allah..
Please keep my confident God, keep my prejudice,
keep my spirit, keep my work hard,
Cause I have you.. Only you,
The Only One know evertything about me..
Bismillah..